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Letter
There are so
many things I wanted to do
To let you know, today, how I feel about you
I didn't know how or where to start
So I will just try to write what I feel in my heart.
First I want to
let you know I forgive you for what you did to me
The things you took away from me starting with my memories.
All the missing years you have caused me to bury deep inside.
For all the days I lived in terror and for all the nights I cried.
The separation from my family because you always made me choose.
The friendships I could have had and the ones you made me lose
The guilt I felt each time I failed when I tried to do my best.
The times you
told me I was nothing and only you would want someone like me
The pain I felt when you would hurt me because you said I had did things to make
you upset.
The way I felt so useless because no matter what I did my love you never would
accept.
Then there are
the good things that came about from all those years of strife.
The strength you caused me to have and the way it has helped me to change my
life.
So today I had
to write this letter to you and try to move on and get passed all my pain
For now I have come to realize when I put the past behind me I have so much more
to gain.
I only wish that one day you too can move passed all your insecurities and
fears.
And come to realize you don't have to force love, it comes from knowing someone
cares.
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